2008-07

Let me share with you my own story. But if i write all i think the space is not enough (^_^). I want to share about my father. Since i was a child we never get close because my father was very strict. He want his rule always obey by me and my brother. And he used to hurt us physically. Every wound in my skin keeps me away from my father. I love my father but i don’t want him to stay in our house. Because he always hit me, even for a simple thing he don’t want me deal with other friends. I have to stay in house and i never get the chance to enjoy my life when i was a child i have to do the house hold chores. Laundry, cleaning the house and taking care of our dogs. If i missed one thing, he will hit me using his leather belt until my skin get wounds. I can’t forget all those things he did on me. But you know, Even how many times my father hurt me, I still love him. I never think bad things for him. To get revenge or anything. I keep on asking why he has heavy hands to hurt us? Why did my father is different from others? This evening my father went back home. He was drunk, Im scared everytime i hear his voice drunk. Then he sit beside me and tell some story. First time i heard about his father, My grand father is hurting my father too. I was so shocked and that’s the time i got the perfect answer to all questions in my mind. He did the same thing what his father did to him. And he keep hatred to his heart. Now i understand.. I am happy now at last i know already…

My father’s favorite song.. “My Way” I love you dad (^_^)

A Filipina fell inlove in Japanese man. Last year of August this filipina girl met this Japanese guy. She always think of him and always thinking for her future making plans hoping that someday.. They will stay to each other’s arms forever. At first she feel so lucky because that man was so sweet and full of surprises. But time have passed by everything have change. Sweetness are gone, those touchable songs, those sweet conversations, they are all gone. The sweet and loving man she used to love was gone already. The filipina girl have no choice but to accept the truth. This filipina girl is a little bit aho and very weak, she always cry and easily get hurt. But this girl can learn so fast, always thinking ten times before she decide. Not so young and not so old, Always trying to do good things because she believe in “karma”.. If you ask her feelings now, She is now facing her fears. To loose someone she love and so scared to feel the most painful part of being inlove. She have these questions, Why do Japanese men easily forget filipina woman? Is it because they found much better than before? They didn’t know how painful it is.. When a filipina fall inlove so deep she will do everything she can, she can be faithful, thoughtful and loving partner till the end.. But how can she do this? If the man she love have “expiration”..? Till when? For you Mr. japanese man.. This Filipina girl loves you very much and she will keep you and all of your memories in her heart and in her mind forever..

Many filipina moms are willing to do their best just to give what their son’s needs. I have met this girl who have her child at the age of 16. At the very young age she didn’t know how to survive. She has her child and her boyfriend left her and her son. She didn’t know how she can support her own son. She tried to work in Philippine Clubs where you can find cheap one night stand. She worked there for almost 1 year. But she stopped because her mom found out what happen.. Then after she became 18 years of age. She tried to work in Saudi Arabia, Because she wants to give her son a very nice Robot. But so sad because she found like a hell place there.. Her employer always keeping her in room without a meal 3 times a day. And she never treated good. One day her friends saw her, She jumped in a 3rd floor building because she can’t stay there any longer. She went back Philippines without any money and Omiyage Robot. Only her injured body and bad memories in her mind.. Now she still in trauma.. But i said to her she is still lucky for being alive and time doesn’t stop life must go on, and never give up.. God loves her.. She always sing “Natutulog ba ang Diyos” by Gary Valenciano.. Let’s try to give her strenght to face life..