She leave without saying good bye…

I wanna share to you my sad story.. There is this girl named “Ai”. She is beautiful and I can say that now if you look at her, she should have been contented on what she have right now. But only eyes can judge but the beholder didn’t know what is truth on what they saw. Ai is my cousin, I idolized her very much. Because since I was kid she always teaching me in every thing. I love her as my real sister. I wish I was her younger sister. Many years come we used still the same. Until one day she get married in a Japanese man. I don’t know what am I suppose to feel is it happiness or sadness. You know why? I was there, the day she gave her hands to that very kind man. I saw her crying in her bed room the night before the wedding. I asked her why? And she answered “If this is God’s will I accept it even my heart gets broken until I die”. I don’t know, that time I feel so sad for her and my tears are keep on falling. I don’t want her to feel this pain because I love her as my sister. I hug her tight and I just told her “keep strong all things happens because God has purpose”. I’ll never forget that moment. And now she got pregnant. She told me a secret. And she didn’t know that many people around her are bad idea maker about her pregnancy. All of a sudden she get mad at me, I don’t know why. She thought I told to anyone our secret but swear to God I didn’t! She didn’t know how hurt I am, because I never do that, I never fight her back and I never been lie or anything because I treated her as my sister and I love her very much.. Now she treated me as her enemy before she leaves. She went in Japan last week. I’m so sad, I lost her.. I lost my sister but I know time will come she will know what is the truth behind that story… I hope so…